to know but not to feel
no sadness no mood no boredom
absent without leave
By Melanie Smith

stuff DOT feelings and thoughts about stuff DOT tune in DOT listening DOT breathe in DOT remain detached DOT blending in DOT green seamless abstract shine 81961576 DOT getting close to the ungraspability of things DOT heap of gravel 91535172 DOT non joining of feelings DOT from the comfort of your own home DOT people walking by a canal in India 35567 DOT hot boredom = anxiety DOT cold boredom = sort of don’t care DOT minds that coexist with  thoughts that coexist with hallucinations that coexist with brains DOT many structures DOT drunk disheveled young businessman 129748117 DOT all is purified in advance in mist and mysteries DOT plane taking off (strong ground whoosh) 24724904 DOT departures and arrivals DOT we percieve that we are woven in among the non humans DOT here comes the psychedelic bit, (getting in touch with something we don’t know about) DOT armored police intervention 46110453 (that we know about) DOT surging up through the cracks DOT weird places that don’t have thin rigid boundaries DOT industrial sewage 27085785 DOT fuzzy loopy sprawling temporality DOT help other life forms DOT energies that shimmer DOT blue impulse on the motherboard 40221747 fresh potatoes 123393775 DOT get out of survival mode and into living mode DOT empty office DOT in pink fade DOT an amalgam that gets confused DOT simple looped fire 134017387 DOT and otherwise spray and pour out of things buzzy DOT trippy psychedelic background 24566221 DOT their strangeness their evanescence, their nothingness, their transparency yet vividness DOT concentric transience DOT i’m here but I don’t care DOT neural networks DOT angry man screaming 62251002 angry man shouting at camera 10895692 DOT psychic global pathology DOT state of unconcern DOT decoded flows DOT horror breaths DOT 3987765  developer type code 124080256 protein P63 bound to DNA 91427230 DOT indifference to indifference DOT dark screen of computer 106063640 DOT our place our panorama DOT thermal dog DOT chloroplast DOT martian surface DOT abstract engraving grunge 134269612 DOT beautiful sun over blue sky DOT big and grim european castle 43306833 DOT cross fades DOT panic DOT springfield 45 pistol firing 10 feet single shot DOT african fennec fox squealing DOT not sure where DOT perfect lip syncs DOT deep blue sea DOT the pulsing of an entity which is your heart DOT  a moving deep resonant tone with stretched digital bubbles in different sizes DOT neon low poly grid landscape DOT digital gradient cool blue 139787005 copper mining residuals DOT pink piglets in pig farm DOT hard drive turning on and dying DOT human mouth noises processed with digital delay DOT alien jungle ambience DOT crisp saltwater fish on ice 112310974 DOT robot arm in factory 103458393 DOT flattened tents DOT landfill that avoids the strange openness DOT a carbon trail DOT a bucolic moment DOT metallic serenity DOT slow green glowing glitch